New Hair =D

It's not part of the plan actually. As usual, I went to the salon that I always go to have a cut, but seems that my hair was quite long and thick so the hairstylist suggested to me of doing rebonding. Erk? At first, my respond will be no lah coz the price would be expensive but after thinking for a while plus some advices (keadaan rambut yg sesuai untuk rebond) maybe I should give it a try since it's a long holiday aite? ;) 

So, there it was. Agak lama lah proses dia dalam 4 jam gitu. Huhu. One thing I'll surely remember was that the 'thing' that they applied to my hair was so smelly I can throw out. Haha. Except for the smell of the neutraliser they said that smelt so nice =) There, I was taught to take good care of it so that it will last longer. So, more money came out (haish) as I have to buy its own shampoo and treatment cream. But, it's worth it. My hair felt lighter and of coz straighter lah kan ape lg. Hee. It's a new feeling though =)

 Ni mse bru pas kuar dari kedai. Pacak sangat!

Ni pulak pas bru bngn tido td. Haha. Messy. I like ^^

p/s: Camne ye x boleh basahkan rambut for 2 days?? Haha.

 

2 weeks without love =(

Erm, agak exaggerating laa plax tajuk entry kali ni kan? Haha. Melampau je. Actually, there's nothing much really. My parentz had flied to Amsterdam an hour ago. Huhu =( sdeyh kott. It's not dat I'm not used to living alone by myself plus I've my little bro to keep me accompanied but dis time it's harder to accept. Maybe because they are going sooooo far away and maybe because it's unusual happenings for us.

But after all, I feel happy for them as they will go to not only one but some of the European countries. This includes Netherlands, Belgium, Paris and lastly UK. Whoa! It's very unfortunate that we (my bro and me) can't be brought along with them. Actually, my father had to work outstation and so my mom was there to keep him accompanied. So, tak dapat laa ktorang ikot sebab nanti mahal sangat kan. Tiket untuk sorang je dah leh mencecah rm5000. Erk?!  =.=" 

As a result, for two whole weeks lah we couldn't get sufficient love of what we should get. Haha. Plus, to the two of our 'family' members that are the fish and the cat. Sorry to say but you guys will not have enough food laa k if you're staying with us like you're staying with mum and dad. Hee. Anyways, let us pray that they will be ok there and having a safe journey all the way. Amin.

Miss you mom and dad~

 

 

 

It's Not The End~

Okay. Enough with love story. 

"Ape ni bro?? Relax sudah laa, It's not d end of d world ;) haha" 

Orait2. I supposed dis time I will not write much. Just wanted to share what I did till I recoverd dis much. Yeah, I admit I felt better than yesterday. Absolutely MUCH better. To make it a story, I really believe dat being busy can actually make you forget your problems and what not. Like seriously, it did work. So, today I've done some work dat kept me busy for a while. Even xlah busy mne pun kan but it actually works.

I've done..............................................................................................................................

MARKING!!

Hehe..

I've eventually offered to help my mum marking her test papers. It really kept me busy though and thus I managed to release the tense of what I felt and I enjoyed doing the work. Plus, I'll get some 'appreciation' which of course in our teen-age view money laa kan. Haha. Daripada asek memikirkan benda yg xde manfaat nyer baek laa korang tolong mak ke kan ade jgk faedahnyer =)

So, I urged to those out there who unluckily encountered certain problems or dissatisfactions to continue with your life and always search for other alternatives to keep you being busy so dat you can think of other things. Be positive. Therefore, you will feel better and inspired after that.

**Generous advice from me and to be applied to me as well. Hopefully we'll together benefit from  it. InsyaAllah =)














p/s: cam kelakar pulak marking paper budak2 neh, ade yg dpt 4/40 je. Hehe. "Relax sudah, it's not d end of d world!!" ;)

 

Should I??

menghitung hari detik demi detik
menunggu itu kan menjemukan
tapi ku sabar menanti jawabmu
jawab cintamu

jangan kau beri harapan padaku
seperti ingin tapi tak ingin
yg aku minta tulus hatimu
bukan pura-pura

jangan pergi dari cintaku
biar saja tetap denganku
biar semua tahu adanya
dirimu memang punyaku

jangan kau beri harapan padaku
seperti ingin tapi tak ingin
yg aku minta tulus hatimu
bukan pura-pura

jangan pergi dari cintaku
biar saja tetap denganku
biar semua tahu adanya
dirimu memang punyaku

belum pernah aku jatuh cinta
sekeras ini seperti padamu
jangan sebut aku lelaki
bila tak bisa dapatkan engkau
jangan sebut aku lelaki

Love Story?!

I also dunno why am I like been 'directed' to write about luv? Hmm. Maybe there is sumtin going on with me? But believe me guys I'll not write everything in this coz I am scared of being read by my parents. Haha. Yeah, actually tonight there was sumtin going on with me. 

*Sumtin happened baru laa nk menulis kan?*

This is just MY personal experiences and currently happening in MY own world.

*Tiada ade kene mengena dengan yg hidup ataupun yg telah pergi* Ceh!

Anyways, my love story isn't that interesting and easy. It's hard and confusing at d same time. Why? Because I always deal with this 'friendship' thingy that will stop me from going on to the next level. I personally felt confused and left bewildered. 

Why? "Am I not good enough for you??" 

For me, if you have felt that there is luv between you and her there will be nothing else to stop you from proceeding on to the next level. The reason they came up with are they love the friendship they had more than anything else. 

"But what will happen to the 'love' that existed between them?"

Just simply the 'love' being thrown away and left hanging in the air? And what about the jealousy that will came up from one another? Kata sayang tp xkan x de jealous2 kott? Hmm. Pening. Whatever. 

For me, I have to respect their reason...........................And yeah, to be sincere I really mean 'their' coz they are many of them. Haha. So, to continue, I respect their reason and their standpoint. Like who doesn't if you think that it is right enough for you. You have to agree and get along with it laa. Yeah, and here's the most suitable word, Redha. I too felt that it is like a curse or sumtin that happened to me. Maybe. Because I am not that good of a guy though. I had break girls' hearts several times too. To be frank, what goes around comes around. And that really applies to me! So, I have to bear with it! I'm seriously not pointing out that girls are mean or inconsiderate because of what I've experienced here. Absolutely NO. This is just my dilemma and my experiences. I mean, everyone have their own preferences in searching for the best as their partner and I admit that I have so many weaknesses in me.   

As the result, yeah my fight for love is not that strong now. 

Hmm. I will always think of that "kalau ade jodoh ade laa". 

Kadang2 rse nk jadi mcm dlm cte Nur Kasih je kawen family aturkan and dapat isteri mcm Nur Amina habes cte. Ok, merapu....

Memang betul pun kan tiada siapa dpt lawan kuasa tuhan. And several times too, girls had wished that I will meet a better person in future. I'm so gonna wait when it will be! So, now I will just follow the flow and to be a faithful actor with the scripts written in the movie directed by Allah SWT. THE END...........................

p/s: Is being TOO kind a problem?

     

Mohd Azim has a blog??

OK..u gotta kiddin' me =.=" Err, at first there were no single reasons for me to create a blog of myself. Huh, I also felt weird writing to myself. Haha. But, it's a good way of expressing oneself to others I guess. So, maybe I should give it a try seems it's a long3 holiday aite? 

Erm, dilemmas starting to hunt my working brain here. oookeyy...it's nothing much actually, I'm having a dilemma about language! Haha. To all of you over there, for your information I am a student of UiTM Shah Alam taking B.ed TeSL as a course. It's so not me but I also dunno why I can get stuck here. Haha. Enough of that, so I'm trying to post in English as u know........people will start talking...(ape ni dak tesl tp tulis dlm BM) aiyark! x pueh hati ke ape?? Haha. But then, I guess I'll decide to write with both BI and BM laa. Moreover, kte kan 1 Malaysia so we should enjoy practising other languages too aite? =)

Hmm, getting back to my reason of why am I creating dis blog is bcoz...............................................................

"I AM ACTUALLY BEEN MOTIVATED BY SOMEONE TO CREATE A BLOG!!!" HAHA

Sounds quite funny aite? But it's true =) She. OK, She's a she. Nama dye kan S....... Oops! Haha. She is actually my bestfriend. Credit to her laa sebab bg semangat nk wat blog ni en. Hee. Agak interesting jgk laa tgk dye ade blog kn. So, maw cube2 =p haha. Thanks AWAK!! =)

So, maw cte ape ye utk 1st posting ni? Hmm. Ok laa, got interesting ideas comin' to my head oredi. Can I tell u about my link to this blog? Haha. blackevo90.blogspot. I got it from a car's name actually. The Mitsubishi Evolution 9. To make it a story, I love the number 90 so, to relate it with the car. Evolution9+90=evo90. Cam formula maths laa plax kn =p haha. Merapu je. So, itu laa cte nyer. Plus, I like the Evolution 9 black in colour. Fuh, mmg nmpk superb sangat!! Bak kate ade sorng member tu "If diberi kete ngn awek, baik aku  ambek kete evo tu" haha. I sumhow felt that I had to agree with him laa =p ngeh!

P/s: Happy kott dapat amek gmbr sebelah evo ni. Haha. My car one day....maybe =p